Lina-ga and Porkchop
Exactly a week ago I was telling myself that my so-called life was so far, so effing awesome. But now I’m experiencing a melange of emotions I cannot even describe as good, better or worst because the thing is, my so-called effing life has gone from awesome to totally f*cked up. As of today, I’m officially what society may call a “BUM”. shyet mehn. This is so mothureffing bullshit.
I was working for my recent company for almost two years. 1 year and 11 months to be exact and then this major case of unluckiness happened. I need to control my need for vituperation even in this blogdomcome. Excuse my language but %*U$%@%*)(*%$^M.S.$$&908($%#@%*()!!!! %&()&*(^&$%#$*)))&$#@@^))!!!
What happened today was that with a heavy bleeding heart, i surrendered my I.D., access card, and my trustworthy reliable headset to hcd and signed the papers for my resignation. I said my goodbye’s to everybody and waited for my entourage until 7am for their off. While waiting, for the last time, I ate Lina-ga and Porkchop at Meca. huhuhuhu…waaaah!! I’m so freakin depressed. I always thought I was stronger but today was a total blow for me.
The last thing I remember doing was going home with Bryan after visiting Jun’s baby girl at the hospital. My heart is so effing breaking. I don’t have work anymore. waaaaaaaaaaah!!!
Where is alchohol when I need one in my system??