I Give Up. You Win.

The hardest thing I have ever done was to let go of the one I love most.   Even though the pain is like chewing razor blades, I just keep my eyes shut, swallow the pain and paint a smile because I want him to be happy all the time and I know in my heart that I am never the one to make him feel that way. 

Its been a month and a week since I last said goodbye.  Probably that was the last time I will ever say “I love you” even though I will love him forever.

I miss him so much but it seems like I have done almost everything that I put my hands down, finally.  I give up.